Friday, November 30, 2012 Look: Planning My Escape

"As a girl, you see the world as a giant candy store filled with sweet candy and such. But one day, you look around and you see a prison and you're on death row. You wanna run or scream or cry, but something's locking you up. Are the other folks cows chewing cud until the hour comes when their heads roll? Or are they just keeping quiet like you, planning their escape?"

- Justine, The Good Girl

I feel the angry pessimist in me slowly but surely making a comeback...

Before I go even more emo, here's what I wore for my Tribal Dance look for Maybelline, as blogged here:

tribal dress from J'Adore La Mode Shop

black leather jacket from Bangkok
black boots from CeCe

gold angel wing earring from The Little Things She Needs
black studded cuff bracelet from House of Luxe
black sex bands from Bangkok

Since I used to be an extreme pessimist, I guess it makes sense that a small glimpse of light in my life instantly makes me feel giddy. After that, however, strange thoughts get into my head just as instantly and I start over-thinking again:

Is fate trying to say something and am I supposed to listen?

Am I missing the secret message in front of me?

Should I take this chance? Could it be my last?

If I don't, will I just die with unlived life flowing through my veins?

Yeah, I'm emo. But at least I embrace it.

I know I promised a giveaway, but I don't wanna ruin this emo ranty post with excitement and fun, so I'll write a separate blog post for it next time. Watch out for it!


  1. Hi. Saw you last Thursday. Di na ko nakalapit. Haha. If you need someone to talk to, I'm here. :) I miss you.

  2. Hi Girl! :)
    I am having my first giveaway. :) You might win awesome COSMETIC ORGANIZERS! ^_^
    I am hoping for your participation. ^_^
    Here is the link:
    Thank You so much! :)

    Much Love!

  3. cool edgy yet still chick hmm perhaps straight hair would compliment that shaved part

  4. grabee ang ikli pa ng hair mo dito! i think di ko to nakita in person :D haha but i love your happy look now, super blooming :D
    The Bargain Doll

  5. wow that dress is amazing you look stunning!

  6. everything about this is fierce. asdfghjk! you shaved your hair!

  7. Wow, you look amazing! I love your hair!