Lookbook.nu Look: Planning My Escape

"As a girl, you see the world as a giant candy store filled with sweet candy and such. But one day, you look around and you see a prison and you're on death row. You wanna run or scream or cry, but something's locking you up. Are the other folks cows chewing cud until the hour comes when their heads roll? Or are they just keeping quiet like you, planning their escape?"

- Justine, The Good Girl

I feel the angry pessimist in me slowly but surely making a comeback...

Before I go even more emo, here's what I wore for my Tribal Dance look for Maybelline, as blogged here:

tribal dress from J'Adore La Mode Shop

black leather jacket from Bangkok

black boots from CeCe

gold angel wing earring from The Little Things She Needs

black studded cuff bracelet from House of Luxe

black sex bands from Bangkok

Since I used to be an extreme pessimist, I guess it makes sense that a small glimpse of light in my life instantly makes me feel giddy. After that, however, strange thoughts get into my head just as instantly and I start over-thinking again:

Is fate trying to say something and am I supposed to listen?

Am I missing the secret message in front of me?

Should I take this chance? Could it be my last?

If I don't, will I just die with unlived life flowing through my veins?

Yeah, I'm emo. But at least I embrace it.

I know I promised a giveaway, but I don't wanna ruin this emo ranty post with excitement and fun, so I'll write a separate blog post for it next time. Watch out for it!